Hello anjali ma'am and other moderators,
After controlling my urge for masturbating for almost 3 months, again I want to masturbate and fantasize about different beautiful ladies. I love sex chatting with other males and females but I have stopped it for a while because I thought and read somewhere that it is a sin.
I have a sweet female friend whom I love and as a result of this I am feeling guilty for again starting sex chat and watching porn. I feel guilty whenever I think of starting sex chat or other sexual stuff.
Is it really sinful ? I am not in relation with this girl. I love her but still it makes me feel guilty as if I am cheating on her and God too.
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