Hello everyone,
I am a 21 year old guy. I am basically a straight guy (no experience with girls) and have feelings for girls only. I used to watch porn videos and masturbate thinking as a guy. Later I got bored with regular videos and started to watch shemale videos and habituated to them.
I used to masturbate thinking as a shemale. Later I also watched gay videos too. Now, when I watch regular videos, I am thinking as a girl in the video like sucking cock etc. At this time I always fantasize about sucking a cock. I also opened an account in gay dating site and started chatting with guys. I feel very horny when chatting with the guys (But I don't have any feelings for known guys as I am straight). I also met a guy outside and gave him a hand job but was scared to give a blowjob.
Now my feelings for sucking a cock is increasing day by day. I got so many offers from many guys. Should I ago ahead for a real experience? or it is just a fantasy? Because I don't have these gay feelings for known people. I only feel like this when chatting on a gay dating site, and when thinking about them.
I am confused. Please guide me anyone. My feelings for the girls are not changed still.
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