Opinion about adult breastfeeding relationship!

Hello..

It's been a long time I have been inactive. The reason being I got pregnant ( with great difficulty and help from modern medicine)and delivered a healthy baby boy. It's an year old now.

Now coming to my question , being a mom I breastfeed my baby and now I am weaning it off slowly. As you know from my previous question my husband is not sexually active and I am complete opposite  of  it. I am thinking wether i could use my SUPERPOWER ( my  milk ) just kidding .. as my way to pleasure myself??

I have heard of many adult breastfeeding relationship incidents and even in AA also many people ask about it..

I just want to know whether  it's safe for me and whether its enjoyable and pleasurable? If yes then with whom would should I have it? Like a young boy or an old boy. Or would it be better if I keep it within my family members only and feed either my brother in laws or even my father in law?

I just want yours opinion about it with its pros and cons. I need genuine opinion with no harsh words or comments plz

Thank you
Shamitha