Bhavesh,
Are you doing Research on your Penis? Earlier you had asked the question: How to get back the libido, I lost due to porn addiction?
You have in your past Posts admitted that you had an addiction towards masturbation and porn, so it is good to see that you have now achieved self control and are able to masturbate only when you have the desire and not out of force of habit.
As long as you are obsessed with your penis and its state – soft or “rock” hard, you will be having tension about future performance. The penis is an extension of your personality and since you admit that you are overweight, work on that first. Get into shape. Spend more time exercising and pursuing your career. That will take your mind off your penis.
You don’t have to keep count of the number of days that you have successfully warded off masturbation. You are not going to join a “rock” band so stop looking at your erection every so often.